you're everything I need

Friday, October 17, 2008 6:00 AM

1you built me up. made me feel so special. then you dropped me in a heart beat. left me shattered, but i will not let it show. i will NOT let you know.

2I wish that I could make you understand that I'm not angry with you. A little bitter, maybe, and clearly still heartbroken. but darling, I could never hate you.

3I have this fear that one day you'll finally get a good look at me & I'm going to disappoint you cause you'll see that I'm not as strong or as good as you think I am. & I'm afraid that it will change the way you think about me.

4Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal.It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentistpulls it out you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot wherethe tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to takeawhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.

5Oh yes, the past can hurt,but the way i see it-you can either run from it,or learn from it.

6You find out who your friends are,Somebody who'll drop everything,Run out and crank up their car,Hit the gas, get there fast.Never stop to think "What's in it for me,"Or "That's way too far."Yeah you find out who your friends are.

7We were so in love and perfect, but just like the colors of the blue skyfading gray, our world is slowly fading away

8Sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favoritesongs, because the lyrics sing words I'm too scared to say.

9My fingertips are holding ontothe cracks of our foundation,and I know I should let go,but I can't

10Even after I've left, I can still feelyour arms wrapped around me.and you know, I'll remember thatfeeling for the rest of my life.

11 Love's like a butterfly, if you chase it, it'll fly away. But if you wait patiently it will land on you when you least expect it

12i haven't forgotten about him, or about that night. but thereare too many good things going on right now, for me to linger in the past. fate willtake care of everything. if wewere meant to have anothernight like that, we will.<3333

13There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown; things you wish you never asked,never saw, never heard or never even felt.

14 Maybe I could have loved you better. Maybe you should have loved me more. Maybe our hearts were just next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometimes.

15We spend half our life sleeping,but we spend our whole life waiting.Waiting in lines, waiting for timeswaiting to be old enough, waiting for a call. We're always waiting.We just dont always realize it.Waiting for someone to say something,waiting for them to notice you.Constently waiting for that one person, and they have no ideayou're waiting for them. *txtxl*

16to offer a girl friendship when love is in her heartis like giving a loaf of breadto one who’s dying of thirst<3333

17sometimes, your closest friends end uphurting you more than your worst enemies ever could

18sometimes I still stare at you, amazed andabsolutely enchanted, and even though I’veheld your gaze a thousand times, when youturn to me and give me that silly grin ofyours, you still make me blush

19and all these little girls are striving too hardto be perfect because they already knowthat you have to be perfect to survive

20trust your friends when they say"this one's trouble" because they can see things that you refuse to:)

21Love is like a booger.You keep picking at ituntil you get it, thenwonder what to do with it

22He was a part ofher dreams. Andshe wasn't even apart of his world

23The only way to accept an insult is to ignore it.If you can't ignore it, top it. If you can't top it, laugh at it.If you can't laugh at it, you probably deserved it

24&& i would love to not answer the phonei would love to not respond to a textjust to give a taste of your own medicinebut i love our conversations too muchto just ignore you.*txtxl*

25you'll always be my best friend;you know too much :)

26Your picture is up on my wall. It's not even a good picture of you. I've seen better looking boys,but there's just something about that smileon your face that makes my eyes fill with tears. I've always loved that smile

27Never think, "what if". Everything happens for a reasonand when things don't work out, shake it off.Realize it wasn't worth it like you thought it wasbecause you were worth it, but he didn't realize it

28Remember last summer, when we werebored out of our minds, had no idea what day it was, and still had the time of our lives?Yeah, those were the days

29Here's to the nights we'd kill to get back,The moments that haunt our dreams.Here's to the people forever loved,Who make our hearts want to scream.

30And it makes me sadwhen I go to romanticcomedies; because I seeall the couples cuddlingand laughing togetherand then there I am,alone with my popcorn

31All she wants is one guywho isn't afraid to say"Yeah, I love you, what areyou going to do about it?"

32& maybe this yearyou can ask Santafor some originality

33You know me too well. When I said I didn`t love you, you looked at me & said, "Bullshit, you`re just running away."

34He asked me if I was alright, and shocked;I looked him him. "After ignoring me, youripped out my heart, threw it on the ground,and jumped on it several times. Yeah; I'malright, dumbass.

35when things happen in real life,extraordinary things, there's no music, there's no dah-dah-daaahhs, there's no close ups,no dramatic camera angles. nothing happens. nothings stops, the rest of the world goes on.

36there will be 2 dates on your tombstoneeveryone will read them, but the only thingthat matters is the little dash between them

37& she asked him "Whatkind of wedding do youwant?" and he replied."The kind that wouldmake you my wife."

38Being brokenheartedis like having broken ribs.On the outside it lookslike nothing is wrong,but every breath hurt

39He`ll only break your heart, it`s a fact.& even though I warn you, even though Iguarantee you that the boy will only hurtyou terribly, you`ll still pursue him,ain`t love grand?

40My boy toy is betterthan yours, so backoff, sweet cheeks

41Good girls are made ofsugar and spice. But I'ma bad girl & I'm madeof whip cream and ice

42You're my NoahCalhoun; not justa summer fling,but a lifetime love

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~ you're everything I need

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 6:24 AM

Last night, I cried myself to sleep. I kept contemplating over the things you told me, and just thinking about you made me cry uncontrollably. I hate this feeling, I really do. Honestly, I've tried to let go of you but I just can't, and I really don't want to either. I thought everything you told me meant something, and I still wanted to believe it. But now, you're with her, and I've never seen you so happy before. I can't deal with the fact that she's the one you're thinking about, she's the one you hug and kiss, and that she's the one you call every single day. Every once in a while i see you look at me like you used to. Maybe it was those gorgeous eyes.Those eyes that still make me tingle inside.The eyes, where if he asked me to,I probably would.

And when it hurts so bad that you want tolay in the middle of the road, I'll be there.I'll be there to bring you back home. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent those years togetherbeneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you He's trying to erase her by running away, hiding his broken heart and acting okay. But she's always on his mind, night and day. Thinking about calling her, but what could he say?

Just because her eyes don't tear --doesn't mean her heart don't cry. she guards the gate, but she's lost the key.So no one enters, but no one leaves. It's you. When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me is you.-One Tree Hill Drink until the pain disappears...

there’s no other feeling in the worldlike knowing that he could be withany girl in the entire world, but hechooses to be with you It's the little things that hurt the mostLike when he's staring at the girl across the roomThinking there's nothing else that he would want moreAnd you know that it's not you I want freedom where it doesn't existAnd I want rules where none are given

I just wish that we had some sort of closureSome kind of "Bye.. We'll meet again"I never knew that the last time would really be the last timeIf i did maybe i would have held you tighter, kissed you harder, loved you more for that momentI just never got my chance for closureAnd it just hurts so bad You make me feel like i can touch the stars again It's like I'm secretly broken, without the broken feeling.There's just something in me that I knowis misplaced, but I dont know what it is.

it's hard and i'm not gonna pretend that i've got it all together. and you shouldn't either. If it didn't matter, it wouldn't still be in your head shame on me for wanting thingsback the way they used to be.Isn't it scary thinking that if just one little thing had been different, you might not know him right now?
You know what's the most terrifyingthing about admitting that you're in love?You're just naked. You put yourself in harm's wayand you lay down all your defenses. No clothes,no weapons. Nowhere to hide, completelyvulnerable. The only thing that makes it tolerableis to believe the other person loves you backand you can trust him not to hurt you. You cannot hold onto anything that wants to go.Do you understand what I'm sayin'? You just got to love itwhile you got it, and that's that.++ Because of Winn Dixie It always seems like the whole world is in love when you're alone.++Dane Cook

Summer romances end for all kinds of reason. But, when all is said and done, they ahve one thing in common - they are shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity and in a flash they are gone.++The Notebook 4AM & I still can't get him out of my head.The music's just not drowning out the voices,& the lyrics just aren't numbing the pain anymore. It’s just how she lives.Loving all the wrong people,and wishing all the wrong things.Tear-stained cheeks are her style,and a broken heart worn on her sleeve is nothing new,because everyone knowsshe’s tired of not being able to breathe.

So once again,I feel my heart breaking over somethingthat was only in my head, Let her bottle up her feelings whileshe sits on the edge of her bed,wondering why she deserveseverything you put her through.&& she can pray for a better day There are things you want to say - real things - honest things -but they're buried so deep inside it's an effort to drag them to the surface.

you don't ever stop loving someone. It's more a matterof learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore. And I find It kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had <3 Gary Jules<

~ you're everything I need