Thursday, November 13, 2008 6:31 AM
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Tell me excatly how you feel, because im not quite sure i understand. One day you love me, the next your dumbing me. Was i just not good enough? was she better? what could ever make you want to do that to me?After all the promises you made, after I believed you. Tell me...why??
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I know excatly how it is to love somebody who doesnt deserve it, because they're all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. This is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what its like to have your heart broken, to loose a friend that truly ment something to you & to feel as if everything is falling apart.
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I cannot even imagine where i would be today where it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Lets face it, friends make life a lot more fun. I care about people, I help people out. I am a very compassionate person. So why does my life continue to come crashing down on me? I dont deserve it, i really dont. I try and change my fate. But it doesnt matter.
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What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
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~ you're everything I need