"everything you can imagine is real."
-pablo picasso-

"so it's not gonna be easy. it's gonna be really hard. we're gonna have to work at this every day, but i want to do that because i want you. i want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. will you do something for me, please? just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? what's it look like? if it's with him, go. go! i lost you once, i think i can do it again. if i thought that's what you really wanted. but don't you take the easy way out."
-the notebook-

the rainy nights hurt the most
the ones when i can just see you holding her close
in the bed we used to share

"love cannot save you from your own fate"
-jim morrison-

i thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me
i meant all the things i said

so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

i can hear it in your voice, you care
let me run my fingers through your hair
i'll keep you company at night
and baby i'm here to make this right

my flatlined inhibition is my ammunition
i'm just fighting to get by
just give me some direction
i'll be your affection
how could you leave me behind

"your heart breaks, that's all. but you can't judge or point fingers. you just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you."
-audrey hepburn-

"listen to me. we all have moments of desperation. but if we face them head on, that's when we find out just how really strong we are."
-desperate housewives-

and that's why i'm wondering why you had to tell me
what's going on in your head, what's wrong
come around to another time when you don't have to run
and when he says he wants somebody else
i hope you know he doesn't mean you
and when he breaks down and lets you down
you never hear him the way that i do


when the light turns green, you go
when the light turns red, you stop
but what do you do when the light turns blue with orange and lavender spots?
-shel silverstein-

you've been asking me to bleed
it seems these kinds of questions
come too easy to you now
your lack of shame comes naturally
i should not be suprised
i should have seen it sooner

and i know that you hope for
longer goodbyes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes

making up a history
it's nothing from the life you lead
but man will they buy all your lines

"some love stories aren't epic novels, some are short stories. but that doesn't make them any less filled with love."
-sex and the city, the movie-

well sooner or later this cold
it's gonna break
so our hands will be warm again
but all i want is not to need you now

please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that i feel that i might break
out of touch, out of time
please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause i can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?

the harder i push the farther i fall
well you don't mind me being headstrong
but you don't want to sing along

and i had a vision of seeing things straight
she had the heart of a liar
i never saw her leaving me once
she never felt me beside her

"when i fell to the floor tonight, i was so scared, i was so terrified. then i saw you, and i promised myself that if i could just get up, i'd walk over to you. i'd tell you how much i need you and how much i want you. and how nothing else matters."
-one tree hill-

the truth #6:
you are the only thing in my life that i cannot defend myself against.